Did you know that solitude has been considered a spiritual discipline for quite some time now?
And to think most of us consider solitude to be a priced possession. One minute without the kids at your heels. A whole hour when the phone is not ringing with business. An uninterrupted lunch break. You name it and claim those in between moments.
I’ve been hiding away for the past few days. I was uneasy about making this trip alone. I was torn because I was desiring some companionship. Not only desiring it but feeling like it may be something I was needing.
However I was craving adventure, the kind that I semi plan and semi just fall into. Needless to say, much of my time has been spent in solitude.
I’ve been watching Holy Spirit fill gaps that need filling and leaving space for some breathing room.
What I’ve found is solitude feeds the discipline of prayer. Prayer being both listening and speaking.
Solitude enhances my hearing. And hearing makes me hungry for more.
It’s hard to fit solitude into our busy fast paced culture.
I believe there is a gate to solitude that many people never make it in through, even though they set out to.
At the gate of solitude there are travelers’ packs, weapons, walking sticks, and even some shoes. At the gate of solitude we are invited to take off our armor and for the brave, our self-sufficiency. Many turn and walk away clinging to their possessions broken-hearted they could not enter without them. It’s a shedding of pride and defensiveness at the gate. But for those who leave their belongings, accepting the invitation to enter, they themselves are sending out their own invitation. “Come do what you want to do. Here I am. Listening. Waiting.”